So I think I’ve gotten to being depressed again. I can’t seem to find lasting happiness in things I used too. I get frustrated so easily..I still watch and love my musicals and Glee…but I don’t know.. It doesn’t seem the same. Glee’s writing has been really been getting well…upsetting to me. I’m looking forward to seeing Chris in July, I just hope it wasn’t as sad as last time. He seemed upset and depressed, and that made me sad and depressed. Besides I love when he smiles and talks to me… I just hope that happens again.